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[axeslade]

*sigh*So, about an hour, two hours ago mom and I got into a huge fight. About lots of stuff, some of it I agree with her, some of it was total bull. Like the fact that she isn't buying me any more clothes OR books because I wouldn't try on a dress. Because I don't wear dresses anymore.

*sigh*

So now I'm going to really work on scholarship stuff, because I have to get out of this fucking place.

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[axeslade.livejournal.com]

They make me really uncomfortable. I think the big reason is my breasts. I want them removed so badly, and dresses make it more obvious that I have them.

[(Anonymous)]

But boobs are ftw too ;-;

[axeslade.livejournal.com]

Meh. I've just really started hating mine. They don't make me feel sexy, they just feel like...

The best way I've been able to describe it to people who think I'm weird is: manboobs.

Seriously. Just nasty excess fat.

On other women, boobs are just fine (more than fine, heh), but on me...as soon as I have the money, they're gone.

[safilix-shark.livejournal.com]

I wonder why that is? The hating part, I mean. I can't imagine not having mine. It would feel weird. D:

[axeslade.livejournal.com]

*shrug*all I know is, last year when I got out of the shower I glanced in the mirror and went *gag*

Since then I have to pull on my shirt over my towel, I can't stand looking at them.

Last year I actually wore a sweatshirt in April because I couldn't stand being in the t-shirt I was wearing under it because of them. I've tried wearing bras, but they make it worse.

*shrug*

Oh, and on the topic of my original post, heh. Mom also THREW OUT MY SHOES. And I have to walk up to get the mail later. Meaning I'll have to take my dad's insanely-too-big for-me-boots.

[safilix-shark.livejournal.com]

Threw them out? Any reason other than craziness?

[axeslade.livejournal.com]

They were old, true, but I didn't know where the new pair she'd bought me was. So it was mostly craziness.