So maybe it will stop rattling around in my head

Okay...so I've been thinking about this for awhile now. And it'll probably make very little sense, but blame the Hedwig.

As I've been doing for the past...hmm, six years? I've been thinking a lot about my orientation. My gender i.d. is becoming something that I, if not understand, am comfortable with. However....

The bisexual label and all it implies. *wince*

I know that my hero Angie Bowie defines bisexuality as the ability to be attracted to both sexes, not that you necessarily act on it. However...

Look at the men I'm attracted to. They're all very feminine. And their lowers, nngh, no thank you.

I only like my masculnity in women for the most part.

A lot of this has come out of talking to Melody, who defines herself as a lesbian, but still finds men to be beautiful (like the men of VG). She'd never do them, but she finds them attractive.

I...

I feel more like a theoretical bisexual. Queer is seeming to fit more and more. Because like I've said many times, I'll never do a man. Half my male side being uncomfortable with the idea, half my physical body being incapable.

http://www.webcomicsnation.com/erika/dar/series.php?view=archive&chapter=13083
http://www.webcomicsnation.com/erika/dar/series.php?view=archive&chapter=25595

That's....

kind of me right now.

I'm really...umm...not sure about this now. I love this. I thought I was in the right slot, and maybe not.

I really

really

Don't fucking know.


Now I need to go get dressed to see my grandmother who refuses to believe I'm anything but straight. *sigh*

She scares the bejeebers out of me

http://www.bilerico.com/2008/09/the_palin_book_banning_controversy.php#more

I really think that's all that needs to be said...

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So, just got back from shopping with Grandma. While I wanted her to shut the hell up many times and to ask her to stop treating me like a little kid...it wasn't *that* bad, really. She's taking me to get my hair cut sometime later in the week.

Now, what I got....

Blueberry Morning Cereal
Chocolate dipped chocolate chip granola bars (8 bars)
Chicken-in-a-biscuit Crackers (family size box)
Strawberry cream cheese
Milano cookies
A box of Cheesburger Macaroni Hamburger Helper (four servings in a box)
Six cups of Ramen (three kinds, two of each)
One pasta dinner thing
A box of white peach tea (20 bags)
Dish soap
A hand broom/dust pan
Computer screen cleaning wipes

I was given $30 to spend...and came in at $29.66. Win.

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Just found out that my Govt. teacher from last year died....

We all knew he was going to, because his cancer was...and he retired after graduation....but still...

He was such an awesome guy, and he had really little kids...

R.I.P Mr. Lefler.

*giggles*

If you're a Democrat and you make a VP pick without fully vetting the
individual you're "reckless."

If you're a Republican who doesn't fully vet, you're a "maverick."
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If you are a liberal and your unwed daughter gets pregnant, it's "immoral".

If you are a conservative, it's called "family values".
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If you are a Democrat and the media digs into your past and prints it,
it is called "good journalism and getting to the truth".

If you are a Republican and they do the same thing, it is called a
"smear campaign"
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If you have studied international affairs for several decades, you're
"inexperienced at foreign affairs".

If you live in a state that is geographically near a foreign country,
you have "foreign policy expertise"
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If you cheated on your first wife with a rich heiress, left your
disfigured wife, and married the heiress the next month, you're a
Christian.

If you have been married to the same woman for 19 years and raised 2
beautiful daughters, you're "risky".
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If you spend 18 months building a campaign around the theme of "Change,"
it's just "empty rhetoric."

If one week before your party's national convention you SUDDENLY make
your candidacy about "Change," that's "red meat."
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If you're black and never served in the military, but fight for veterans
benefits and were right in predicting the disastrous Iraq war would be a
mistake, you don't care about the troops.

If you're a white former POW and spend 26 years in the Senate while voting
against virtually every bill put forward to help veterans, and want to
stay in Iraq indefinitely, you're a hero.

Short short stories

Okay, we've all read that six word story by Hemingway: For sale. Baby shoes. Never worn....well, until something more substantial comes to me, I have these. I don't know if they really count, but they're something I guess. And yes, I realize the first is ten words. I can count. ^_^

"We're all women here."
Except those of us that aren't.

'Chop!'
And he was a she