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Well, they didn't play the song so I'm hunting for it now. Our Greg The Bunny & Lone Gunmen collections came, and Nemi is too funny/evil.

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I need to stop emotionally mutilating myself.

I swear, it's like...I KNOW doing a certain thing is going to upset me and make me think things that...I know they're irrational, I understand things better than I did before, but it's like...god why do I treat myself this way?

Seriously. I bitch about how I'm treated, but I treat myself worse.

Holy fuck I'm lonely.

EDIT: spacequeen is an angel. Am better now.

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A little bit ago I played an hour of Final Fantasy VII, just because I wanted to kill stuff. God I love that game. I probably would've played more, but it took me awhile to find the cord to plug it in (I'd love to know who thought it was a good idea to detach that cord and stash it in a drawer without telling anyone) and then the A/V plugins were being bitchy. And, thanks to KH/KH2/FFX, I'm way too used to using the joysticks, so I'm probably looking clumsier than I did when I first played years ago. But still. Good times. That game never fails to make me happy, even though I've beat it twice. Hopefully it doesn't freeze up in that one spot, or if it does I can find the scratch or whatever and use that disc repair stuff mom bought on it. Because with everything going on right now, I really need to beat the shit out of some monsters.

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Swiped from Annie

→ Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.


JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

My character's profiles and info so you can do it yourself ( here )