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Dear BH,
From now on, please test your programs to make sure they work as you think they will before telling your students to access them and that they have assignments due in two days, so if things don't work as planned, well too bad for them.

Fuck you,

Mr Right Now, Not Mr. Forever

Listening to Settlin' (which is one of my make myself happy songs)---


Fifteen minutes left to throw me together
For mister right now, not mister forever
Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends
Looking like another "maybe we could be friends"
I've been leaving it up to fate
It's my life so it's mine to make

I ain't settling for just getting by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just enough ain't enough this time
I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah

With some good red wine and my brand new shoes
Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room
Take a chance on love and try how it feels
With my heart wide open now you know I will
Find what it means to be the girl
Who changed her mind and changed her world

I just...just realized how much, even without the drama-rama, I was settling with NE.

And now I know I'm not (altho sometimes I do feel like Girl is settling by being with me--but that's a whole 'nother mess of issues right there)

That feel so, so good.