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[axeslade]

Damn you MySpace/Facebook!

Looking at one friend's facebook, I saw that she was friends with one of the people who made my life hell in middle school. There's this horrible part of me that wants to see a few people doing horribly so I decided to poke around.

And I eventually wound up on the page of one of the people who hurt me the most before the not-ex , the one who once said that my internet friendships would lead to my getting killed and that no one would care and that she'd come to my funeral and laugh...and found out not only is she going to BH but she's in one of my classes.

On a few occasions in said class, I'd been staring at her thinking she'd looked familiar--because she looked a bit like the Not-Ex.

I have this class tomorrow.

I don't know how I'm going to deal with this.

FUCK

Comments

[xo-purity-ox.livejournal.com]

Awww! ::huggles:: ignore her, she's not worth it.

[axeslade.livejournal.com]

*hugs*Thanks. We havne't interacted at all--I doubt she recognizes me, as she moved the year before graduation and I had just cut my hair that year. The problem will be my own nerves etc on seeing her. I still have terrible dreams about middle school, and this will most def. not help things.

[xo-purity-ox.livejournal.com]

Aww! I'm sorry dear. I was in middle for a short while before being homeschooled, and pretty much only have bad memories from it.

[merry-treat.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry that you came upon this discovery. Sending you many good hopes that you get through the class without having to interact with her more often than is necessary.

I have some painful memories from middle school as well. The person who bullied me moved away sometime in high school, but the memories still hurt. Hugs to you.