"Dis maman, pourquoi je suis pas un garçon?"

[axeslade]

So, home for break. Meaning, among many other things, I can finally get music back on my laptop ^_^

Speaking of music...eibii introduced me to Mylene Farmer's Sans Contrefacon. I'd totally link to the video if I wasn't on dialup. But...I was listening to it last night...and I just happened to stand up while it was playing to take off the button up I was wearing...and looked in the mirror.

Oh, hai dysphoria!

But...after feeling like I'd had my breath knocked out of me, this actually made me feel a lot better.



Since I have to choose
Then I shall say it gently
Without counterfeit
I am a boy
And even for an empire
I would not undress myself
Because without counterfeit
I am a boy

All alone in my closet
Dark rings around my eyes
Sheltered from all the eyes
I defy chance
In this sensless world
I only do what my head says
With a hankerchief stuffed in my pants
I am the Knight of Eon

Since I have to choose
Then I shall say it gently
Without counterfeit
I am a boy
And even for an empire
I would not undress myself
Because without counterfeit
I am a boy

Time and time driven
From my companies
I never admit challenges
To my resolutions
I don't give a damn about what they say
I am a chameleon
Take cover cover from my toy soldiers
It's they who shall kill you