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[axeslade]

How can you tell I'm in a serious funk?

I exercised. Yeah, I can't use the gym due to lack of gym binder (though I'm going to see if any of my other tankbras work well enough) so...I realized I was just sinking really bad, so during a commercial break...I did around 30 crunches and a few push ups. Although somethings worrying me re: push ups...I keep getting this weird sensation in my left shoulder...like something should pop but just won't.

Blah. I need tea.

Comments

[spacequeen.livejournal.com]

*Stupid Stupid Question*

Why can't you do gym w/o your binder? I understand your boobie issues, but does it make you feel uncomfortable enough not do do gym? *hugs*

[axeslade.livejournal.com]

Yes. I would wear my underworks binder (serious binder) but...you sweat when you aren't working out in those things. I'm not that much of a masochist to use it at the gym.

*hugs*

[spacequeen.livejournal.com]

Ah, I get it. I only ask so I can continue to understand. Thanks for being patient with me. *luvs on you*

[axeslade.livejournal.com]

*more nuzzles* I feel like such a bitch today. And I wish I wasn't, but some stuff's going down that I'm just not happy about and I want to punch a wall.

...

Yeah, it's been one of those days/weeks/months.

[spacequeen.livejournal.com]

I didn't notice any bitchiness, my dear friend. But I take your word for it. I've been crying on and off for a few days. I haven't really been able to cry for a few months though, so I guess it's a blessing that I'm finally thawing out and letting go of some things. If you need to text I'm online(invisible but I can get IMs).