axeslade | I can't use the urinal...

So, I get an e-mail for a scholarship...it was for gay males. These thing come in occasionally being GLBT. I laugh when I see it, noting to mom that I sadly can't apply because I'm not male.

Her: 'Well, you're working on it'

Ha. Ha. Ha. Yeah, no. Just because I don't I.D. as female doesn't mean I I.D. as male.

Yeah, today's been rough I.D. wise. Painter's are in. And I just...it's not just the fact that the first day sucks, which it does. It's...I can't explain why, but it doesn't feel...I just feel wrong when I'm ragging. Like how a guy would feel.

But...I'm not male.

A woman with AIS may not have a uterus or ovaries, but she's still a woman.

A man with a micropenis is still a man.

And...

Just because I don't have a penis doesn't make me female.

Just because I want a flat chest and no ovaries/uterus doesn't make me male.

Anatomy is not destiny...and just because we change one part of our anatomy doesn't mean we've changed our destiny to the other end of the spectrum

Sigh. I don't know.

Athen's Boys Choir makes it better.

Spoken: Tits, nipples, knockers
Cha-chas, ta-tas, um
Titties, tits (I always liked tits) I like tits, breasticles...

I walked into my local country convienence store
Looking more like a good ol' boy
Than a good ol'
Panny, tranny whore

And I pulled out my I.D for a forty and some Mickeys
Cashier's eye fell from my face to my
BOOBIES!

She said
'How many sports brasseries do you got, under there?
Well I do declare I'll be thinkin' about you at evening prayer
But honey I don't really mind
Some of my best friends are short hairs
And who I am I to judge someone based soley on
Leisure wear?'

Spoken: (grumbled) Titties, boobs....

I picked up a gay boy at my local gay establishment
He was smart
Funny
Tight ass
Heaven sent

We shoop-shooby-doobied like
Scooby-Dooby
Got all the way to second base before he found my
BOOBIES!

He said
'How many sports brasseries do you got, under there?
Are there more in your underwear
Or are you just happy that I'm here?
But I'm not lookin' for a love affair
And it seems you brought
Your own hard ware
And at the end of the night I'll give you a big
Fat wet one and some taxi fare'

Spoken: (grumbled) My breasts, my boobs, my titties...

I went to The Hoo-Hoo Dock
Not exactly my favorite spot
I can't use the urinal
I have to use the bathroom stall...
BOOBIES!