I don't know if this is a good thing or not

[axeslade]

I've kind of sort of maybe stopped caring if this person knows how angry I am/was about what happened. I've spent almost three years worrying. But I really don't now. I don't think it's the numb/apathy settling in...just the realization that if they get hurt, it's a little bit of karma. I understand why things happened. I just wish they'd been handled with a little more tact or delicacy.