You know she likes me better...
Nov. 27th, 2008 01:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
axesladeVia youtube, I've seen a lot of videos by FTM's (one in particular) worrying about their masculinity. Especially when they're dating straight girls, they worry that they aren't 'man' enough.
And I will admit, this thought passes through my mind from time to time.
I know it's ridiculous. Doesn't stop me from thinking it. I think part of it is I had always planned, before, to have to take care of myself, be my own provider. So I still feel like I should be. And I know that's probably not the way it's going to be, and it bothers me.
It bothers me that, should assholes come by, I can't protect her. (note to self: look into self defense classes)
But songs like this remind us that not every woman wants a macho man. ^_^
Apologies if this is a crap post, got a bit of a headache,
And I will admit, this thought passes through my mind from time to time.
I know it's ridiculous. Doesn't stop me from thinking it. I think part of it is I had always planned, before, to have to take care of myself, be my own provider. So I still feel like I should be. And I know that's probably not the way it's going to be, and it bothers me.
It bothers me that, should assholes come by, I can't protect her. (note to self: look into self defense classes)
But songs like this remind us that not every woman wants a macho man. ^_^
Apologies if this is a crap post, got a bit of a headache,
