We'll do it all on our own
Sep. 17th, 2008 01:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
axesladeI have an idea for my Comp. essay...but...
It's supposed to be focusing on a tiny detail and then blooming out to something bigger...like the idea of beauty or something...
And I think I have my something tiny. But...
I'm afraid.
It has to be autobiographical. Which I hate. It's not like I've been actively denying what I am. Not at all. I've let the girls here know who and what I am. But outside of the dorm...and a lot of them don't know exactly what my plans are regarding my body.
And my something tiny...
It's a mole.
That won't make sense to a lot of you. Only one person, probably, will get it because they're the only person who has seen it.
But I'm just afraid of baring that part of myself to strangers. The people in that class haven't made the best impression on me for the most part. I don't think Mr. Myers would have a problem with it. I just don't know if I'm ready to put that part of me out there to be ripped to shreds.
*sigh*
It's supposed to be focusing on a tiny detail and then blooming out to something bigger...like the idea of beauty or something...
And I think I have my something tiny. But...
I'm afraid.
It has to be autobiographical. Which I hate. It's not like I've been actively denying what I am. Not at all. I've let the girls here know who and what I am. But outside of the dorm...and a lot of them don't know exactly what my plans are regarding my body.
And my something tiny...
It's a mole.
That won't make sense to a lot of you. Only one person, probably, will get it because they're the only person who has seen it.
But I'm just afraid of baring that part of myself to strangers. The people in that class haven't made the best impression on me for the most part. I don't think Mr. Myers would have a problem with it. I just don't know if I'm ready to put that part of me out there to be ripped to shreds.
*sigh*
