I warn myself of the blackness in my chest....

[axeslade]

Note to self: never again combine the first day of your period, caffeine, and The L Word.

God, I feel like...no, I am a wreck. Inside I'm just freaking out so bad. I know part of it is because Bette and Tina make me think of me and Bri, and I'm missing her, and Lisa reminds me of myself and it's so hard to see myself that way and hear the things that are said to her, and...

I'm not crying, but I wish I was. Maybe then the tension would leave and I wouldn't think about what I'm thinking about.