Then came the morning he woke up alone...
Jul. 30th, 2008 05:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
axesladeSomeone who'd been AWOL on the forums just showed up again...and it brought something to mind. Lots of peole in my life dissappear for various reasons...so why am I so mad at her? I'm not mad at the others who vanish, even I maybe get a one liner from them every year. I still love them.
So I've decided. No more anger. It's destructive. So, I'm not angry. Dissapointed, yes. But everyone has reasons. Life eats you. So...I'm going to make some changes. Will I reach out? No. But I'll be there if she does. I'm just going to...fix what I fucked up. Because I did. I had no reason to cut her out. She didn't actively do it to me, I shouldn't have.
So I've decided. No more anger. It's destructive. So, I'm not angry. Dissapointed, yes. But everyone has reasons. Life eats you. So...I'm going to make some changes. Will I reach out? No. But I'll be there if she does. I'm just going to...fix what I fucked up. Because I did. I had no reason to cut her out. She didn't actively do it to me, I shouldn't have.
