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Dec. 16th, 2007 12:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
axesladeI still think about it all the time. Like, almost 24/7 all the time.
But now, it's more like 'yeah, it would have been nice if...', and I can shut it off for a couple seconds when I realize I'm doing it, instead of laying there trying to breathe and wanting to scream.
I know this doesn't make sense to anyone really, but I don't care. It's important to me that I've gotten to a point where it's bearable. Most of the time, anyway.
I'm all right, I'm all right, it only hurts when I breathe
But now, it's more like 'yeah, it would have been nice if...', and I can shut it off for a couple seconds when I realize I'm doing it, instead of laying there trying to breathe and wanting to scream.
I know this doesn't make sense to anyone really, but I don't care. It's important to me that I've gotten to a point where it's bearable. Most of the time, anyway.
I'm all right, I'm all right, it only hurts when I breathe
