Well then that explains a thing or two
Nov. 5th, 2007 06:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
axesladeDear Cancer,
Stop attacking people in my life, kthxbye
Seriously though.
*kicks stuff*
I seriously think this explains why I stopped Pearlshine. Cancer is involved there. A cancer that actually killed someone I cared about. While I rarely conciously bring my life into my work, I'm sure subconciously crap creeps in. And while I tried not to think about Aaron, it's happened a few times. And when I think about Dave's (Pearlshine) death, sometimes I think of Aaron and I can't make it go. And now this and some other bullcrap...
I just...
I wish there was enough of me to go around to take care of you guys. I really truly do. I love you more than words can say, and yeah, the painters need to come so the hormones get flushed out and I stop getting teary eyed all the goddamn time.
Stop attacking people in my life, kthxbye
Seriously though.
*kicks stuff*
I seriously think this explains why I stopped Pearlshine. Cancer is involved there. A cancer that actually killed someone I cared about. While I rarely conciously bring my life into my work, I'm sure subconciously crap creeps in. And while I tried not to think about Aaron, it's happened a few times. And when I think about Dave's (Pearlshine) death, sometimes I think of Aaron and I can't make it go. And now this and some other bullcrap...
I just...
I wish there was enough of me to go around to take care of you guys. I really truly do. I love you more than words can say, and yeah, the painters need to come so the hormones get flushed out and I stop getting teary eyed all the goddamn time.
