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Dec. 14th, 2009 02:46 amDear depression,
Please to be kissing my ass bye-bye, now, okay?
Absoultely no love,
Me
...yeah, things are...not fun right now. And I have suspcions as to why. It's a bunch of RL crap, mixed with possible hormone problems, and the ever present gender crap.
I would love to be happy for, say, a three month stretch. Not bounce-around happy, but just...content. I don't think I've had that...ever? But definitely not since high school. I miss feeling happy. And I'm so sick of writing these goddamn posts, but I don't know what else to do.
ETA: School medical services do depression screening (should have thought of that, headdesk, self). It'd probably be impossible to get in this week (since I won't be in tomorrow...well, today now, due to the damn snow, and will thus be playing catch up on finals and work), but...when the semester starts, if I'm still like this? Yeah. Because this? Not fun. Even less fun, since the ability to write seems to have also been taken this go 'round.
Please to be kissing my ass bye-bye, now, okay?
Absoultely no love,
Me
...yeah, things are...not fun right now. And I have suspcions as to why. It's a bunch of RL crap, mixed with possible hormone problems, and the ever present gender crap.
I would love to be happy for, say, a three month stretch. Not bounce-around happy, but just...content. I don't think I've had that...ever? But definitely not since high school. I miss feeling happy. And I'm so sick of writing these goddamn posts, but I don't know what else to do.
ETA: School medical services do depression screening (should have thought of that, headdesk, self). It'd probably be impossible to get in this week (since I won't be in tomorrow...well, today now, due to the damn snow, and will thus be playing catch up on finals and work), but...when the semester starts, if I'm still like this? Yeah. Because this? Not fun. Even less fun, since the ability to write seems to have also been taken this go 'round.
