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Nov. 20th, 2009 05:57 pmI had totally forgotten that today was TDOR.
I could talk about the thinky thoughts I was having today, re: my dysphoria and how it relates to sex or the people we lost this year (too many. One is too many) or a million other angsty things.
Instead:
I am grateful that tomorrow I will be talking to my extremely supportive and understanding partner. That I am alive to talk to her, when so many of our brothers and sisters (and others) have lost or have been lost to their loved ones.
Not as eloquent as I would like, but I am exhausted and if I think more about it I'll just get angry.
I could talk about the thinky thoughts I was having today, re: my dysphoria and how it relates to sex or the people we lost this year (too many. One is too many) or a million other angsty things.
Instead:
I am grateful that tomorrow I will be talking to my extremely supportive and understanding partner. That I am alive to talk to her, when so many of our brothers and sisters (and others) have lost or have been lost to their loved ones.
Not as eloquent as I would like, but I am exhausted and if I think more about it I'll just get angry.
