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Okay, so I'm sure everyone who cares has seen the new J/I pics from Torchwood Magazine.

I keep thinking it won't hurt anymore, but then something comes along (really good fanfic, this) and...it does.

Luckily, in my world, Jack and Ianto are currently having smexy fun time with Estelle.

...yeah. I'm not sure if that'll take the taste of what RTD out of your brain, or if it'll just make it worse.

Also--SOMEONE MAKE ME STOP LISTENING TO THIS! *headdesk*

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Mother and sibling went into town while I stayed home and...slept. She picked me up some underwear, new tankbra, and a couple pairs of pants. This includes a pair of slacks that, if shortened (damn my lack of height!) and worn with a belt, could work for Halloween.

This is honestly a huge weight off for me, because that was one thing I was really worried about finding. Now I just need to worry about a tie, shirt, and jacket. On the shirt front, I am really sad that at some point my purple silk shirt got torn in one armpit. It wouldn't show, but I'm not sure if I kept the thing, which is sad because it would have worked perfectly. And it would give me something to match everything else against.

Blah.

This is me being a wuss

I really wish I was better at wriggling in to fandom groups. VG was...well, in all honsety, most of the VG communities were slowly dying (at least it seems that way to me) when I got into the fandom. Torchwood, not so much. Very much alive, and a little intimidating because of that. Which is frustrating, because I really do want to bounce some things off of people, particularly this latest one--because it's so AU, but I think it's still very reconizable as TW, as most of the AU is backstory. But...well, part of it is probably my lack of familiarty with the Whoinverse, and the tie-in media for Torchwood. Everyone seems to know at least something about the books, and the Doctor, etc. So...I just feel like the very dim bulb in a room with the Honor students. Proably not how it is, but it's how I feel.

Blahhh.

ETA: I feel better now