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Got shit sleep again thanks to the neighbor and the fact the room was horribly cold. I'll probably have to grab something from the library coffee shop to keep me awake during Lit. Blah.

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( Meeeme )

I search myself, I want you to find me

Why must strap-ons and harnesses be so expensive? *whines* I really, really want one. It's kind of disturbing how much I want one. But I've always said I think genitals should come with velcro to make them easily removable, and that's the next best thing.

Related...I lost my packer. It really pisses me off, because the last time I remember removing it was in my room. I can make a new one, but still. Just...grr. And I don't have time now since class is in half an hour...well, maybe I do...hmmm. Because babelands soft packers are really too expensive for what they are....

EDIT: It's done...poorly. I really don't know what I did wrong. I think I made the outer one too big because I had to cut it at the bottom and then tie off both ends to keep the other one in. But it feels okay, and really no one's going to see it, so it's okay if it's ugly, as long as it doesn't leak. Because really, trying to explain why hair gel is puddling at my feet, not a convo. I want to have. ^_^

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I'm really starting to fear I have arthritis, esp. in my hands. They're hurting so much lately...and my legs were so stiff today...fuck guys, if I have arthritis in my hands...*headdesk*I really hope it's something else. I mean, I know arthritis is managable but...argh.

I want, I want, I want my baby...

Underworks now has binding swimsuits.

Guys, you have no idea how badly I want one. The last time I went swimming was in Denver. Before that, it had been a really long time...and in Denver...I was so uncomfortable because family insisted I wear a woman's bathing suit. Ugh.

Problem? Even without the shorts, it's $45, money I just don't have.

*sigh*And my muscles would probably benefit from a trip to the pool we have here. But I refuse to wear a women's bathing suit and t-shirts, well...

*ponders*Maybe the one-piece I have and a t-shirt and shorts? It would have a kind of binding effect...hmm. I'll have to experiment.

Unrelated...fuck, Lucas' voice is so amazing in this clip. I wish the actual quality was better.

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The sound quality sucks...but just listen to his voice when he's talking.

Then watch this.

Lucas is non-T because he didn't want to fuck up his voice due to the puberty that T induces. But...just listen to his speaking voice, which is obviously quite feminine. Then 'Oh Yeah'...I can get just about that deep when I sing (not it sounds anywhere near this good ^_^). God, this made me happy