Sep. 28th, 2008
What's Victoria's Secret?
Sep. 28th, 2008 03:32 pmSomething I've been thinking about a bit lately...
Last time my dad came up, he brought some clothes mom bought with him.
One thing was a womens bathing suit. And I expressed my disgust at the garment, at how much I hate womens bathing suits. How revealing they are, etc...and he said something like 'oh yeah, shorts and wet t-shirts, not revealing at all...'
And I just mumbled and changed the topic.
Mom knows about my desire to have my breasts removed. She rolls her eyes, but she knows. When we've discussed it and Dad's kind of overheard, she's always sort of smoothed it away 'oh, Alicia wants a body shaper because she likes them better than bras'
And...
I don't know how I'm going to tell him, much less when.
And I hate that. I mean, I've watched Heavy Metal with him and joked about going to a strip club together. We've discussed our mutual crushes.
Why is this so hard?
Last time my dad came up, he brought some clothes mom bought with him.
One thing was a womens bathing suit. And I expressed my disgust at the garment, at how much I hate womens bathing suits. How revealing they are, etc...and he said something like 'oh yeah, shorts and wet t-shirts, not revealing at all...'
And I just mumbled and changed the topic.
Mom knows about my desire to have my breasts removed. She rolls her eyes, but she knows. When we've discussed it and Dad's kind of overheard, she's always sort of smoothed it away 'oh, Alicia wants a body shaper because she likes them better than bras'
And...
I don't know how I'm going to tell him, much less when.
And I hate that. I mean, I've watched Heavy Metal with him and joked about going to a strip club together. We've discussed our mutual crushes.
Why is this so hard?