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Kimberlite is a goddess.

...

Who makes my girlbits weak.

Holy fuck *whimpers*

I need to go watch some L Word...

A world I thought I knew

I'm having a bit of a rough time.

I know it's because things are changing. Things I wish didn't have to. And the things I wish would change won't. And I'm not measuring up to my idea of myself, because at the moment it's impossible. And I feel like I'm failing even though I know I'm not, I'm just in new territory. And my heart hurts every day, and it's not a bad thing, but it still hurts.

I'm writing, which helps. But it's a fluffy romance, which doesn't.

I want to cry all the time.

I'm going to blame it on the fact my cycle is all fucked up this month. I swear I felt the PMS leg cramp today, which will mean twice in one month.

I need a hug.

No more seperations where you have to say goodnight a telephone

Futurama makes life better.

Billy Joel rocks.

I've picked out most of the clothes I'm taking to school...should probably pack them up so they're not all over the living room floor.

Meh, but a good meh.