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God last night was bad.

I need to stop drinking caffeine any time after 5 pm, because it makes nighttime bad.

I ended up staying up until at least 2 because it was hot and because I was having a goddamned panic attack. The only good thing about that was the fact that I got more than halfway through Interview With The Vampire which, I had to admit, I am actually liking. But back to the topic...yeah, last night was terrible. I tried to go to sleep at 11:30 and just got panicky, so I got up and went back to reading, kept doing this off and on until around 2. *sigh*

But postive is Anne Rice isn't as bad as I thought. At least this book isn't.

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Lyric guessing meme swiped from Annie. Pretty straightforward

1. What else can I do besides avenge you? (if you know what song this is from, you know why there's not another line after that) Redemption princeralis

2. I don't understand why the sun keeps shinin'/and I don't understand why the seasons change/and I don't have a clue what makes the rivers flow

3. See the west wind move/like a lover's soul/upon the fields of barely/feel her body rise as you kiss her mouth Fields of Gold princeralis

4. When I'm far from home/don't call me on the phone/to tell me you're alone/it's easy to decieve

5. You think this torment is romantic/well it's not/except to you Swallow princeralis

6. You can tell from the state of my room/that they let me out too soon/and the pills that I ate came a couple weeks too late

7. You tell me that I'm a double timer/well to me this doesn't add up/you can call me Miss Calculation/but I can't give up

8. The walls will fall before we do/so take my hand now/we'll run forever/I can feel the storm inside you

9. Send me an angel to love/I need to feel a little piece of heaven/send me an angel to love/I'm afraid I'll never get to heaven

10. Some are not okay with what's taken place/On Earth long ago a covenant made/On Earth long ago a covenant made/one could not rule/but all would partake Devils and Gods princeralis

I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down

I've made another for-my-mental-health-decision. I saw something in the forum rant thread that I'm pretty sure was directed at me, and I'm taking a break of at least a week.

I understand why she may be pissed at me, but you know what? Some of us can see past people's faults.

Yeah.

*sigh*

*hugs spacequeen 'cause she gets what this woman doesn't*

EDIT: She sent me a PM. I can't read it right now. My heart's palpitating at the thought. I'm gonna go read.