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[axeslade]

I have my counseling session in a bit over an hour.

And I keep trying to find excuses not to go.

Gah. I just...I've never talked to a counselor I don't already have some sort of relationship with about this stuff. And I don't know how to bring it up. And I think I'm overcompensating in some ways by drsesing pretty butch...though I am wearing a tinkerbell t-shirt ^_^

Sigh. I don't know. I guess I should go. I always do this--talk myself out of things because I'm scared. You guys have no idea how often I did that regarding my feelings for Bri, and I still want to kick myself for that.

Blah. Tea and breakfast, maybe that will make me feel better.

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[hippie-land.livejournal.com]

I do that a lot, too. I'm so afraid of the unknown, which is probably why I don't have a job right now.

Whatever you choose to do, I hope your day is great. Ahahhaa. Air kisses from Rogue, since actually doing so would kill you. ;D