Not dead, just floating

[axeslade]

Okay, so I'm flooding you guys and I'm sorry I'm just...in that place I don't want to be again. I know it's probably nothing, but I can't stop this....whatever it is. My heart and brain are in a war over who's right and...I can't explain but...I wish I lived in town so I could just run and get a hug and grape pop from Bri. As it is....I'm gonna go find that charm she gave me and dig it into my palm for awhile. And see if I can track down my teddy bear, or at least grab some other plushie. I need it. And I need to cry, I've needed to cry since Saturday, but I fuckin' can't for whatever reason. And I wish mom would accept that I am depressed some times, and would stop telling me I'm NOT because I AM and I need SOMEONE....and there's things I can't say right now. But...I'll be okay. I just don't know if the girls will be the same when we come out of this.

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i hope you feel better soon!

i'm in a weird mood

i love thumbalina!!!!!!!!!!!