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Just read the 'highlights' of the Torchwood panel at Comic-Con.

Producer Julie Gardner chimed in saying “Killing Ianto was the right thing. Jack had to suffer.” And further she says as to the negative reaction to Ianto’s death “It’s not a democracy, [it is] making drama. It’s about a vision.”

'Jack had to suffer'. Yeah. Because 'Exit Wounds' and the other shit that went down in COE (not to mention all he's ALREADY dealt with because of being immortal and losing people as a consequence and on and on...) wasn't enough.

Yeah. Fuck it. I'm done. You definitely just lost yourself a viewer for series 4, no matter how well you pull it off.

I've left the girl I was supposed to be

So, lunch with grandmother tomorrow.

Joy.

*sigh*Apparently, I've been a snarky bitch to my mother the past few days. I wasn't aware of it. And she's mad because of it.

Gee, did it ever occur to her to wonder why I got snarky for seemingly no reason?

It probably wouldn't bother me if she hadn't admitted numerous times that she sees the funks, but ignores them.

Sometimes, I'm not sure if even mutilating my breasts (like I want to every. damn. night.) would make her realize I'm in pain.


I'd never do it. Don't worry. I fear severing something that shouldn't be severed. And my upper arm strength it such shit, I doubt I'd draw blood.

I'm just so tired of screaming and no one hearing.

Well, *someone* hears. Just...not the people who I thought would always listen.