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So...turns out my first order went through, so gotta get that canceled. Kinda glad Vampire Princess Miyu 1 is on backorder now, so I have time to get it sorted.

Also...on SGO on Facebook, I realized having a Kinsey rating for me is kind of stupid. While I'm predominately attracted to one flavor of gender, depending on the day/hour/minute, that could be labeled as 'predominately homosexual but more than incidentally heterosexual' or 'predominately heterosexual but more than incidentally homosexual'. So yeah. I'm in ur scale, messin' with ur binary.

...it's definitely bedtime.

How much of it's genetics, how much of it is fate?

Wasn't going to rant about this, but this song (which I'm now obsessed with, and am barely holding off listening to rest on youtube. Damn you Amber, lol) made me think of it.

On Friday, it was just me and the boss at work. We got talking, mainly about my broken-ness. And in the course of that, she asked if I plan on having children. As most of you know, even when I thought children were a possibility, I always planned on adoption. I told her this, and she said it was probably a good thing given all my problems.

It didn't upset me then, not very much. But when I got home...I got a little pissed.

Most of my issues are not genetic. Hydro: Either caused by or a possible cause of my prematurity. Precocious puberty: Possibly a side effect of the hydro, generally accepted that it's not genetic. The scoliosis *might* be genetic, since there's back problems in the family, but probably not. CP: Possibly due to the trauma of hydro+prematurity. ADHD...that one might be genetic, looking at my family ^_^

But overall, few of my problems are genetics. When you're born three months early, shit happens. However, if I were to reproduce, it's very unlikely I would pass on any of my problems. Common health problems like heart disease and diabetes that run through the family, sure. Possible mental health issues. But, as much as I gripe about how broken I am...it's not my blood that did it. Implying it's all nature...that kind of stuff just upsets me.

Sigh. I don't know.

When I sing, you're jerking off

Dear creepy guys on MySpace,
Stop being creepy. I know it says I'm bisexual, and that's hot. It also says I'm in a relationship, and if you want to keep your creepy man bits, I would advise you to go bug someone else lest my girlfriend take them from you.

Makes me shiver but in a good way

When I eventually got to watch PD tonight...so many parts just made me all misty-eyed and made my heart ache. Like( Spoilers ahead! )

I'm sure there were other moments, considering all that was going on. But...mrr. I'm hoping that even with the cliffhanger we got, that the next two will be just as fluffy so I'll want Bri to be there when they air on TV.