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I have my counseling session in a bit over an hour.

And I keep trying to find excuses not to go.

Gah. I just...I've never talked to a counselor I don't already have some sort of relationship with about this stuff. And I don't know how to bring it up. And I think I'm overcompensating in some ways by drsesing pretty butch...though I am wearing a tinkerbell t-shirt ^_^

Sigh. I don't know. I guess I should go. I always do this--talk myself out of things because I'm scared. You guys have no idea how often I did that regarding my feelings for Bri, and I still want to kick myself for that.

Blah. Tea and breakfast, maybe that will make me feel better.

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So, the counseling session went really well. The lady (Beth?) was so nice. She didn't look at me like I had two heads when I explained how I felt, and she didn't try to convince me it was a phase. I'm going back on Monday at five. Maybe next time I won't be so nervous so I'll be a shade more articulate.

I wasn't asking for a moral prescriptioin

Doing research for an argument paper for Comp...came upon an article by Leslie Feinberg about the need for health care reform for trans folk...oh my god. I had to walk away at one point. I think you'll be able to see why.

( Even when gender's not expected, one's always an ti ci pated )

If you want the full article, ask me. But...god. This is why I'm scared (among many reasons, sigh). I'm afraid that one of my many medical issues will get worse to a point where I need care, and that I'll be refused because I won't answer to ma'am.

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This is the lovely transwoman from 'Do You Mind IF We Talk About Bill'

RAWR!

Melody and I were talking while we watched this last night about how sexy she is...and we sort of came to the conclusion that one reason transpeople are so sexy is confidence. Like watching Nina touch her breasts, Melody said something about how she seemed to love her body more than a lot of bio women. And I agreed. I think that us transfolk...once we get our bodies the way they need to be, we're so happy that we love them so much more and we love showing that. I'm sure that's a sweeping generalization, but ya know. Confidence and pride are sexy. I know that when I bind, I definitely feel sexier.

I should probably go to bed, huh? ^_^

I am not from your tribe

One last thing.

I just heard Raspberry Swirl live for the first time.

My crush on Tori is back with avengence

*swoons*

I have a post building in my head about how Tori helped me accept my gender identity...but that'll have to wait 'til tomorrow, I need sleep.