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Jan. 16th, 2009 01:55 pmI'm suddenly (okay, not so suddenly, but whatever) experiencing panic about going through with counseling with the goal in mind to focus on the gender stuff.
I don't know. I just...mabye it's living this area and even if they're supposed to be 'non-judgemental'...I know how big of a lie that can be.
*sigh*
Okay. Plan for the rest of the day...eat something, walk down to the library (for the second time today, new books yay!) to see if I can use my laptop for internet there and if I can see if I can fix any issues, then work out (maybe...all the walking may just kill me) then shower (haven't done so in two days due to being too goddamn tired, blah) then...food...reading (so much reading. not surprising, but still. So. much). Then die. Lather, rinse, repeat.
ETA: Library doesn't seem to have wireless. And I decided not to work out because I didn't get back from the library until a bit after four, and I think walking to and from the library while lugging my laptop counts as exercise. Dinner in a bit..then shower which will hopefully wake me up enough to tackle that reading.
Oooh, also! So offtopic, but ya know, kinda nice stuff. Anyone who has taking Social Problems at BH-do you think transphobia would make a good topic for my paper?
I don't know. I just...mabye it's living this area and even if they're supposed to be 'non-judgemental'...I know how big of a lie that can be.
*sigh*
Okay. Plan for the rest of the day...eat something, walk down to the library (for the second time today, new books yay!) to see if I can use my laptop for internet there and if I can see if I can fix any issues, then work out (maybe...all the walking may just kill me) then shower (haven't done so in two days due to being too goddamn tired, blah) then...food...reading (so much reading. not surprising, but still. So. much). Then die. Lather, rinse, repeat.
ETA: Library doesn't seem to have wireless. And I decided not to work out because I didn't get back from the library until a bit after four, and I think walking to and from the library while lugging my laptop counts as exercise. Dinner in a bit..then shower which will hopefully wake me up enough to tackle that reading.
Oooh, also! So offtopic, but ya know, kinda nice stuff. Anyone who has taking Social Problems at BH-do you think transphobia would make a good topic for my paper?
