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So, back home. Had a little meltdown, triggered mainly because I was in horrible pain but I'm feeling much better now. Got to open one present early...season one of PD ^_^ Going to watch the bonus disc when everyone else is doing other stuff.

All the things I know I need, it just keeps me goin'...

Since the tiny (less than five minute probably) meltdown earlier tonight flushed the toxins from my system...

I really feel like this coming year is going to be okay. This is the first time in...god, at least two years, probably closer to three, that I've felt like that.

Mom and I have talked money things for next semester, and it seems like it will all work out and still allow for Bri coming in the summer.

Pearlshine is feeling more and more like an actual book, and I'm hoping to have it ready to start submitting to agents by the end of the school year.

I have a shot at getting my (admittidly, non-fiction) writing recognized on a larger scale.

There's a chance I can start going to therapy and at least figure out what track I have to get on that will take me to surgery.

Connected, I think I've settled into my gender i.d., and am content with the fact it doesn't fit comfortably into either box.

In short...even if I don't always SOUND like I am, because after years of not being so I really don't know how to properly express it...I'm happy.