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Quick rant...my body is aching everywhere, which is not unusual. But the biggest thing is the right side of my jaw and my ears. Very similar to the early days of the two oral infections I've had. I cannot afford to have one of those infections right now. They incapaciate me for days, require a liquid diet, not to mention expensive meds...

I'm really hoping I just clenched my jaw really tight last night (as I'm pretty sure I grind my teeth. Yeah, my body can't do anything the easy way)

I was a mixed up kid and you were my sanity

I just had a meltdown. But...I don't know. I'm glad mom gets it-gets that I can't go so long without seeing Bri. But I don't know how in the hell I'm going to make it work. I wish money didn't exist. Can't we all just trade, I don't know, rocks? That would be so much better. And...sigh. I guess I'm going to spend Thanksgiving break trying to find scholarships. *sigh*

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If the body's signals are any indication, period will be showing up even earlier this month. Arggggh! No! *sigh* Dammit, dammit, dammit. *clutches cramping leg* I really should be walking because it's so bad, it gets worse when I sit still. But...I wanna write! *whines*