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Ya know the most annoying thing about today? It was stormy. Meaning air pressure headache. That's still fucking here. Not a headache where I want to curl up in bed and beg my head to explode, but it's bad enough where reading more than a chapter at a time is really hard, and even a chapter can be pushing it.

Fate is laughing at me.

Say 'I love you' without a sound

Oh-oh! This is totally off topic, right, but even Bella and Edward can step aside for this.

Happy 18th, mo cuishle

Drink the time

I know, should be reading BD. I think I'm trying to draw this one out, as it's the last 'main' part of the saga, and it'll be awhile before the movie and probably even longer before Midnight Sun.

I've been having terribly naughty thoughts lately. I don't know. Maybe it's the impending freedom. Or just hormones. But, damn, the part of me that is still...*huff*The part of me that got beat so mercilessly by the girls at Hermosa, it has a really hard time expressing what it wants, for fear of rejection, at best. Or it could just me being embaressed. I hate saying this, but my male side can be embaressing. I mean, considering that two-three years ago I went through such an intesnse man-hating phase, looking at all of these masculine behaviors as disgusting...and now I...

Damn, I don't know what I'm trying to say. But Bri will see this because I don't like hiding things from her for the most part, so whatever. Off to read! Yeah!

I'll never forget the way you feel right now

Finished BD.

Wow.

I mean, really. Fucking WOW.

I had expected so much worse, just from the vibes I was getting from people. But I really was blown away. I almost cried so many times...laughed so many times....

Gahh. Can't wait for Midnight Sun...

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I just made a huge mistake.

How can people change so damn much in a year? Less?

I don't even know this woman. This isn't the person I knew.

I...

*contemplates reading BD again to make the confusion go away*