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Three days, yay.

I tried to write last night...I got basic character facts down. This story's been bouncing around in the head for awhile, and I couldn't sleep so I finally started figuring some things out. If I actually write it, it'll be quite interesting and is bound to piss some people off, which will be half the fun in it ^_^

Now, to go find food...

All is love

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080621/ap_en_ot/people_ellen_degeneres;_ylt=AtzWHz69fQ2WpSv.a72Op5Ws0NUE

^_^ I'm really bad about catching Ellen's show, because I don't care for talk shows that much and I'm online all the time but I'd totally tune in for that.

That reminds me...anyone know if 'Ellen' (her first show) is on DVD? *goes to check*

Oooh, it is! Yet another thing I need to remember to buy...

I am out here studying stones, trying to learn to be less alive

Just found out that I'll more than likely have to go through therapy before I can have my double masectomy. Which means

-More money I'll have to save, which as a college student, is laughable
-More time I'll be trapped in this body

But if I wanted implants, all I'd need is the money. *grumbles and kicks things*

YESSSS!

Pushing Daisies Season 1 avalible for preorder!

*jumps up and down and counts the days*

I'll show you what I can be

You'll never pass for male

My mother to me, as I was discussing the fact I want to cut my hair much shorter than it is now.

I'm impressed with myself for not flipping out. I kind of laughed, and said I had no intention of passing.

Not a complete truth, but not a complete lie either. I'd like to pass some of the time. I'd like to buy some boy's clothes and go out somewhere new and see what happens.

But...it was like when Chris assumed I wanted to have complete GRS. I wasn't offended so much as...sad.

I know it will take time for genderqueers to gain the acknowledgment that transgenders have. But, damn, it hurts when people make that assumption. It's like a comment I remember dad making way back when (I think it's in this journal somewhere, actually) about bisexuals being unable to 'pick a team'. What if we don't want to? What if neither team wants us all the time?

*crawls back into her hole*