I lied

Yeah.

Sooo....

Life changes real damn fast.

I are teh lucky.

I'm not going to talk about it here, because I don't have the right. If you want to know, please e-mail me privately (you special people have my e-mail). Some of you know because you're forum peeps and I don't hide anything from you.

*hugs herself*

I warned myself of the blackness in my chest
The razors in my heart would never rest
It's funny
How you find just what you seek
Love is what you get
When love is what you speak

I'm sending out a message to myself
So that when I hear it on the radio
I will know that I am fine
I will know that I am loved