You think this torment is romantic

I wish I could come out and tell the truth. But I can't, because I'm still so scared of it.

Derek: Meredith, I do love you. Don't you see? Don't you understand? You're the love of my life. I can't leave you. But you're constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. Not everyone. Not your friends, but you leave me. So I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this, please, please just end it because I can't. I'm in it. Put me out of my misery.

I always thought if anyone was Meredith, it was me. But now I realize...this person is Meredith, and I'm Derek, and....

I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down

Yeah.

I heard you say underneath your breath some kind of prayer

Oh my lord. I just got done watching In America. So beautiful, great, and heartbreaking. I'm still on the edge of tears. It should have won an oscar, dammit.

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I've decided what I'm getting with my first paycheck, tralala. Along with a couple of books, I'm getting Gackt: The Greatest Filmography 1999-2006 Red and Blue. The two together are about $36, and considering an album can run 30-50 bucks, I think that's a pretty good deal.