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Fuck the Social Security office and the DMV.

That is all.

It's a one time thing, it just happens a lot

I think I'm going to try to write in a bit, since I've got this..well, not exactly words, but an emotion in my head. Amy and Mandy really are very emotional people, they just bottle it up too much. But when the let go, god, I feel their pain so much. Something Amy's just revealed to me...*hugs her*

Yes, my characters are my best friends in some ways. I was talking to Mrs. Bauer yesterday about something, I think I had mentioned When Katie Wakes (which I read yesterday, and is SOOOOOO good), and told her it was for research since some of my characters are in similar situations and how my theory is, if I don't live my character's lives I'll be fine, and she said how we always learn best from others. Which is true. I've learned so much from Amy and Mandy, and some of the others to a lesser extent. Those girls have just gone through so much, and made themselves to dead, and yet they manage to keep one tiny piece alive so they know a good thing when they see it.

Someday I'll master that. The ability to not feel the pain, but still feel the joy.

A girl can dream.