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This is for spacequeen and everyone else who spoke out during the time of lj bannings for the fact that DISCUSSING something is different than DOING it, via the thoughts of Piers Anthony. WARNING: possible triggers ( under this )

I went off to fight some battles that I invented inside my head...

Oh my Lord...

I totally just realized something about Naahmah's Daugther that should have been obvious to me before, but wasn't for some reason.

Holy crap, things make so much sense now.

God I'm going to have a lot to write when my computer's working again.

Thank you Sting!

Oh, and I have ice cream and pudding ~_^

I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down

I am insanely tired right now, which hopefully means I can get to sleep at a decent fucking time so I can actually wake up at 5:40 and STAY up so I can maybe write before everyone else gets up.

*sigh*I want a new monitor so badly. I hate just plotting and not writing. My skin feels too tight and everything just gets so messy when I'm not working. And I really can't afford to melt down again. I promised myself and a few people that I would try to keep it together, and I am going to, but it's hard when the one thing I use to exorcise my demons (ha, I'm funny!) isn't avalible to me. I think it would be easier if my mom really understood how hard life is for me when I'm not working. She thinks I'm exaggerating-she doesn't say it, but I know she doesn't believe how hard not writing makes life for me.