Fuck you and your untouchable face

y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say

except fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much

i see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying

is fuck you...-Ani DiFranco 'Untouchable Face'

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The book will be out in about eight hours. Woop-de-fucking-do. Yeah. Ain't doin' so good. I'm surprised I'm not bawling right now, honestly. Tomorrow's not going to be good, I know it. Only good things is I got my ecology homework done so I can finish reading Red Badge of Courage during open tomorrow instead of sitting on the computer staring at lulu tracking sales or waiting for a message that probably ain't gonna come.