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Being forced to miss another day of school because sibling's sick. Blarghy.

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I'm really really exhausted. I shouldn't be, but I am. Recovering from illness sucks. I took a nap around eleven, almost a hour, then played Kingdom Hearts 2 for an hour or so and I'm totally drained again. I wanted to edit today, but I don't know if I'll have the energy. Fuck it.

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Tonight I finished watching a DVD of live Tori performances that my friend Ty sent me. I already had a few of them, but the others *drool* The last show (Montreal '94) made me a little anxious though. Some of you might remember my entries from about this time last year when I mentioned Bells For Her. That song brings up a lot of really hard emotions for me about things that happened awhile ago and that are happening now. But today I watched it, and before it played Tori talked about the inspiration for it, and how she and the girl 'Bells' is about came together again, and that coupled with watching Tori jam out on the prepared upright...*sigh*I was able to see the hopefulness instead of just the loss in it now. However, the fact that Me and a Gun was also in that show...*shiver*

So they went years and years
Like sisters
Blankette blankette girls
Always there through
Through that and this
There's nothing we cannot ever fix I said
Can't stop what's coming can't stop what is on it's way-Tori Amos 'Bells For Her'