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Woosh. I just went through my fanficton.net stories and deleted...well, I had 100+, now I'm down to 28. All songfics are gone, along with most Final Fantasy and a pretty good chunk of the Labyrinth. There are some left that aren't very good, but have some sentimental value or I just can't remember them. I didn't open them to look, just read summaries/titles and deleted the ones that made me cringe out of memory. I think most of what's left is passable.

Future will eat me...

So...guess I should do this year's resolutions, huh?

1. Get enough credits to become a senior next year.
2. Make a definitive list of colleges I want to apply to.
3. Get a good start on another novel.
4. Try and find a way to control my panic attacks.
5. Deal with my attachment issues.

That's good I think...Oh! Forgot I tagged the ones I made last year...letsee how many I achieved...

1. Write something-Something meaningful, and actually FINISH it. HA! Yes! I actually fufilled a resolution!

2. Raise my math grade- Enough so that I can pass the class to ensure I'll be a junior next year. *nervous giggles*

3. Actually work at starting the GSA-I've been shoving it aside for other things. Yeah...that...

4. Try and get a date-Before Bri leaves so she can actually approve at least one person. LMAO!

5. Work on my anger issues-So people don't get such a rise out of me all the time. Well, I think I did pretty good in regards to that one...

6. Work past my 'most men are violent and must be avoided' issues-So I don't have to be so careful in regards to number 4. Hmm...maybe

7. Actually save money-Yeah, this hasn't been working much lately. Too many things tempting me. Would've worked if mum hadn't TAKEN my money all the time

8. Let my guard down-I know people usually use me if I let them in, but I've been shutting out everyone so much I'm scaring myself. Heh...yeah...sure...

9. Don't hold back-In regards to the assholes who need to understand how much they've hurt me (Beth, Mal) Sometimes...

10. Work on my issues with my mom-Heh, and if this happens be prepared to see Satan come past with ice skates. HA! If anything we have MORE issues now!

So MAYBE four, only one for sure though...