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So I'm up early to try and download a Tori radio clip to hear her say 'Tuatha De Danaan' (since I've seen a few different pronunciations) and to try and get a little research done before I go to Bri's since I'll be there from this afternoon until Monday afternoon. Not that I won't be getting plenty of plotting done there, weee. I should be getting my stuff ready while I'm waiting for this download. Hmm.

Cowgirls ride on the Indian side

I love Tori so much. Talking about the Tuatha De Danaan and her past life as Viking! And perfectly explaning in just a short blurb why I want to settle in Ireland.

( Past lives and Faeries )

To those not invovled, I'm sorry. For those that are, the same

To Charlie.

If you don't read that e-mail.

I'm sorry.

I'm so FUCKING sorry.

I didn't mean to hurt you.

I love your stories, your ideas. Ambrosia can go. I don't care. I love to work with you. When we...when we roleplay, everything bad goes away.

Please don't....I....I couldn't read all of it. I read the gist but it hurt too much to keep going.

Please please forgive me. I'm so sorry. I'm so damn sorry and I'm rambling and I can't stop. Bri's here and she's...I feel like part of me's gone, the idea of losing you, the bond I have with you when we create it's just.......please...all I can say is please forgive me.


For those who don't know what's going on, I'm sorry. I just...I'm really in a state of shock right now and I feel so guilty for hurting someone I love so dearly.