There's no one here to blame

God...I feel like such an ASS!

I won't put what was said here, but the person I was missing and hating and loving...she contacted me, and love I'm sorry I had no idea. And I know you said I should hate you but I don't you know I don't I just wanted to know and now I'm shaking and wanting to yell because the world is obviously doing something to you and I added to it and I'm so so sorry.

I'll pull you from your tower
I'd take away your pain
Show you all the beauty you posess
If you'd only let yourself believe...-Sarah McLachlan 'Adia'

I'm glad you're on my side, sure

So. About the last entry...I'm not elaborating much. The people who need to know do, and if some of you are really curious you can ask. I just want that particular person to know I love and adore her, and that if I knew what time would be safe to do so without interrupting her life I'd call, but as it is I'm going to send her something once I'm able to go shopping to let her know how much I do love and don't hate her.

Oh! And since Bri is oh-so-wise but I rarely get a chance to share her wisdom since it's rarely in context with what I'm posting, taking the oppurunity now..

I, personally, think both of you have lost your fucking minds. It`s not quite anyones fault, it was Mother Nature`s. (the bitch) Just make up and get back to the roleplay. I want to know the true identity of 'Mystery Woman' damnit!

Ya listening honey? The last line can be crossed out, but *points to the bold and hugs you*Miss ya, I hope this all gets better real soon because you've always been so happy and sweet when I haven't been and it's not fair that you're getting kicked in the ass by fate.