'How ya been?' 'I been crusin', a good invention'

Okay, so my last posts involving Toriphorums haven't been happy. But this one is. Aaron, aka peleblows, is someone who's been really helpful in my healing (among the many there). I just saw that yesterday he posted that his brain tumor has been reduced in size by 50% since his surgery eight months ago. I'm so very, very happy for you Aaron (since I know you read this sometimes)!

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The sibling bought the 9th season of M*A*S*H yesterday, so we were watching it since there was nothing else on, and there's this eppy called 'Bless You, Hawkeye' where Hawkeye gets sick over what he thinks is an allergy but it's actually the reaction to a repressed memory that bubbled up due to something with a patient. We talked briefly about how weird it is what such small things like smells can trigger. I just thought of that night, Silent All These Years and that C/A fic and how much that's snowballed into something kind of bad and kind of good. I'm rambling a little but...yeah. *shrug*

I get by

Randomly clicked on this in the playlist, and well...I guess this is just a big thank you to you guys.

The Beatles
With A Little Help From My Friends

What would you think if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me.
Lend me your ears and I’ll sing you a song,
And I’ll try not to sing out of key

I get by with a little help from my friends,
I get high with a little help from my friends,
Going to try with a little help from my friends.

What do I do when my love is away.
(does it worry you to be alone)
How do I feel by the end of the day
(are you sad because you’re on your own)

No I get by with a little help from my friends,
I get high with a little help from my friends,
Going to try with a little help from my friends.

Do you need anybody,
I need somebody to love.
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love.

Would you believe in a love at first sight,
Yes I’m certain that it happens all the time.
What do you see when you turn out the light,
I can’t tell you, but I know it’s mine.

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends,
I get high with a little help from my friends,
Going to try with a little help from my friends.

Do you need anybody,
I just need someone to love,
Could it be anybody,
I want somebody to love.

I get by with a little help from my friends,
Yes I get by with a little help from my friends,
With a little help from my friends.

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I just came really close to screaming and throwing the keyboard or something. AOL shuts down while I'm trying to load Gackt's Redmeption vid after half an hour of doing so and now mum's decided for the second time that it's okay to boot me while loading this vid, and someone needs to die and someone else knows who and I'm calm now but for about five seconds I was at my breaking point. As it is I'm shaking and sweating.