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Grr. Today....well for awhile it was good, then at third lunch when Bri and I meet, stalker boy, Bethany and some friend of Malory's are sitting a couple seats away, just bugging us once in awhile. I got more pissed with every minute, but luckily Bri was able to keep me under control. When the bell rang, and I got up to wave to Bri and such, they came up just a little too close to me and I yelled at them, totally snapping. Bri came back over, looking so worried (sorry!), but I told her I'd be fine since Davan was showing up. I was fine after that...after ten or so minutes of shaking and biting the strap on my purse. And buying myself an ice cream ~_^

Some neat websites

One, to release stress, given to me by Amber: http://www.onemorelevel.com/games.php?game=110

And another, posted on toriphorums. http://www.pandora.com/

It makes lists of related music when you put in an artist you like. Due to crappy internet, I couldn't hear any of them *rebuffering every five secs* but here's my list, the stuff bolded are the things I've never heard before and will have to search for (list generated when putting in Tori Amos)


Baker Baker-Tori
Do What You Have To Do-Sarah McLachlan (ALWAYS loved this song!)
I Want To Vanish-June Tabor
Internal Crash-Loquat
Crucify-Tori
Valerie-Frida Hyvonen
Trampin'-Patti Smith
Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood-Cyndi Lauper (I love Cyndi and I've never heard this one, grr dial-up)
Annie-Vanessa Carlton
Some Things Get Lost-Alice Peacock

Blankettes

Well last night I got the next part of my fiction version of what happened done. Not putting it up here, still too personal, if you want ask. But I am posting the lyrics to the Tori song I was listening to at the time, since it's been very key in my healing.

Tori Amos
Bells For Her

and through the life force and there goes her friend
on her nishiki it's out of time
and through the portal they can make amends

hey would you say whatever we're blanket friends
can't stop what's coming
can't stop what's on its way

and through the walls they made their mudpies
i've got your mind i said
she said i've your voice
i said you don't need my voice girl
you have your own
but you never thought it was enough of
so they went years and years
like sisters blanket girls
always there through that and this
there's nothing we cannot ever fix i said

can't stop what's coming
can't stop what's on its way
bells and footfalls and soldiers and dolls
brothers and lovers she and i were
now she seems to be sand under his shoes
there's nothing i can do
can't stop what's coming
can't stop what's on its way

and now i speak to you are you in there
you have her face and her eyes
but you are not her
and we go at each other like blankettes
who can't find their thread and their bare

can't stop loving
can't stop what is on its way
and i see it coming
and it's on its way