Not a-fucking-gain.

*deep breath in*

*deep breath out*

There is a dick in another country who is going to die if I ever meet him. But first I will let red ants eat his genitals.

It's not the same as the last times.

In a way, it's worse.

Fuck.

Latex rubber lover bummer

So, I'm moving tomorrow.

Hmm.

In other news, my stomach is grumpy and the last two posts at Bi-Furious! have been amazing and made me quite happy.

I think I'm going back to bed.

If you are listening, I am just passing thru...

Answer each question by shuffling to the next song to see what song comes up...and there’s the answer to your question! See? It’s more fun than the Magic 8 Ball!


How does the world see me?
Sheryl Crow-Leaving Las Vegas
Hmm....'it's a muddy line between the things you want and the things you have to do'. Yeah, I guess.

Will I have a happy life?
Jill Sobule-I Kissed A Girl
*grins*

What do my friends really think of me?
Goo Goo Dolls-Stay With You
Awwww

Do people secretly lust after me?
Ani DiFranco-Manhole (3/25/05)
Hmmm....if they do,they're obviously not the one for me

How can I make myself happy?
Tori Amos-Mr. Zebra (TVAB live disc)
I don't know what to make of that one...

What should I do with my life?
The Corrs-Queen Of Hollywood
...so definitely no acting for me, right?

Will I ever have children?
Maia Sharp-Red Dress
'Let 'em think they've boxed me in/but inside I'm still the problem child that I always was so I guess I win' ^_^ If I do, it won't be because society tells me I must.

What is some good advice for me?
Great Big Sea-Clearest Indication
...so, be honest about how I feel and don't give the silent treatment, I guess.

How will I be remembered?
Shaw Colvin-These Four Walls (11/24/06)
Well, I am clusterphobic so...

What is my signature dance song?
Tori Amos-Bliss (4/2/03)
Uh...well, I have been known to dance stupidly to the chorus...

What do I think my current theme song is?
The Corrs-Silver Strand. Well, it is very pretty..

What song will play at my funeral?
Cheap Trick-I Want You To Want Me. Ha! Well, in a sense I guess it's appropriate.

What type of women/men do I like?
Tori Amos-The Waitress
Well, I do have a thing for bitches...^_^

What is my day going to be like?
Melissa Etheridge-Message To Myself
That fucking rocks. Seriously. That's my pick-me-up song, so I guess I'll be having a good last day of summer.

I don't care what they think, I don't care what they say

I just realized that tomorrow will be the first time my grandmother sees me with bindings. The last time I saw her was when travel stuff was sorted, which was a few hours before the first time I bound.

That's kind of cool, and freaky and scary. I'll be wearing my haines body-shaper thing (made of love that thing is) *maybe* a t-shirt depending on weather and how well the boobies want to cooperate with the shaper, and my favorite plaid shirt. (Yeah, I have a favorite). I'm also planning on doing something with my hair-probably the 'greaser' (as Bri calls it) look-it's the closest to what I want. And my ring. Which I've realized turns my finger black. I wore it to bed for the first time, and black gunk was left when I removed it to take care of animals. Kind of weird.



Is it sad that I'm looking forward to her snarky comments?