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A most peculiar mademoiselle ([personal profile] axeslade) wrote2006-07-23 08:13 pm

Any kinda touch I think is better than none

Today sucked, plain and simple.

Tired and sickish all day. Then felt like I was on the edge of a panic attack for hours. Watched TV, didn't help. Tried to sleep, didn't help. Went outside, didn't help. Watched Tori, kind of made me worse. Ice cream helped, but it made me sick. Continually felt like I was going to scream or cry, actually wanted to but couldn't for whatever reason. Shaky, tripping over things. I'm really getting tired of this crap.

I'm okay when everything is not okay-Tori Amos 'Upside Down'

[identity profile] spacequeen.livejournal.com 2006-07-26 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry you have to endure these. Being on the edge of a panic attack for me is actually worse then having one. One suggestion: have you tried deep-breathing? Once I learned how to do it, it worked wonders helping me to either stave off an impending attack or to get through one w/o completely freaking out.