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[axeslade]

I just made the leap of checking for stormy's LJ account. she updated about 6 months ago. she's going to college apparently, her mum has cancer and...I miss her. I don't know if our relationship (those of you who don't know what's going on here-she was my first really good friend, we never dated, she just helped me through a bunch of shitt when I was coming to terms with my sexuality) could be what it was but I just want closure. Do you guys think I should comment on her journal, or just...I don't know. meep.

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[safilix-shark.livejournal.com]

If it helps you, closure might be good but..once you comment don't look back. Because what if she wants another friendship and the same thing blooms from it? I don't know.. When I have a problem I like to write a letter to the person, but never send it. Write it for the sake of letting go. People transfer emotions differntly. When I write a "letter" I like to imagine I'm pushing all the hurt into the words. I don't know.

[axeslade.livejournal.com]

I wrote a letter once that I didn't send, and for awhile it made me feel better, but then everything just hit me again. I don't know, I'm going to give it a few days to see if the feeling stays as strong as it is or fades. She was like the older sister I didn't have until I met you, and losing her for absolutely no reason (we had a fight a few months before, but we had talked after that....) and so abruptly just...hurt. I know she lost her internet connection when she moved, but the few times she was online she made no move to contact me and I don't know why. But anyway, thanks for commenting luv, just knowing somene listened makes it better *hugs*

[spacequeen.livejournal.com]

I think it's always fair to have closure, and that takes communication on your part. Or you'll always be wondering.