I don't know if this is a good thing or not

I've kind of sort of maybe stopped caring if this person knows how angry I am/was about what happened. I've spent almost three years worrying. But I really don't now. I don't think it's the numb/apathy settling in...just the realization that if they get hurt, it's a little bit of karma. I understand why things happened. I just wish they'd been handled with a little more tact or delicacy.

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I've been meaning to post about this for awhile...just a quick observation that confuses me, and apparently many others as I've heard it noted on youtube quite a bit.

How one can be called a 'butch' as a female, but after transition, suddenly be a very 'girlie' man.

Society hurts my brain.

If I've noted this before, feel free to swat me. I'm...in a very weird place right now. Not bad, just weird.

As if I weren't fuming about this already...

New DHHS rules hurt queers' medical care access

These regulations could impair LGBT patients' access to care services if interpreted to permit providers to choose patients based upon sexual orientation, gender identity or family structure. In addition, under these regulations a provider might be able to refuse to administer an HIV test to a gay patient, and even be exempt from the statutory duty to tell the patient where else he could receive the test. Under the regulation, a pharmacist could refuse to fill a prescription for hormone therapy if she has religious objection to transgender people.

*grinds teeth*

Random yays

Body seems to be slowing getting to a kind of normal.

In a few hours, it'll only be one day until I get to open most of my gifts (mom works Christmas day, so we're opening most stuff the day before).

It makes me feel wonderful to be part of a 'we'. Quoth Ned: 'I like that you said us'