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Happier thing I've been thinking about. Well, kind of happier.
Something I haven't talked about much...mentioned it to Melody, but I think that's it.
I think once my chest is flat, I'll be more comfortable wearing girlie tops. Hell, even now that I'm binding I'm more comfortable wearing them.
I really don't know why. I always thought that gay boys could pull off girlie tops better than a lot of women.
I've just been thinking about it a lot lately because now that I have an effective method of binding, I'm tiring of the plaid button ups. I like them, but I'm going to bring some tinkerbell-pink-sparkly tops back with me when I come back from Thanksgiving break. I've just been catching myself in the mirror, and I'm not really comfortable with the butch look, at least not as often as I've been doing it out of necessity since I really only brought one or two girl tops with me.
Bleh.
Something I haven't talked about much...mentioned it to Melody, but I think that's it.
I think once my chest is flat, I'll be more comfortable wearing girlie tops. Hell, even now that I'm binding I'm more comfortable wearing them.
I really don't know why. I always thought that gay boys could pull off girlie tops better than a lot of women.
I've just been thinking about it a lot lately because now that I have an effective method of binding, I'm tiring of the plaid button ups. I like them, but I'm going to bring some tinkerbell-pink-sparkly tops back with me when I come back from Thanksgiving break. I've just been catching myself in the mirror, and I'm not really comfortable with the butch look, at least not as often as I've been doing it out of necessity since I really only brought one or two girl tops with me.
Bleh.