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Annie Lennox+guitar=ridiculous sexy.
Seriously. The video for Sexcrime (1984)...rawr. Hell, in any video rawr.
I'm feeling really good today. Which is kind of weird since I had a bit of a panic attack last night. I didn't shake or anything, all in my head, but...
Yeah. I guess I just calmed down. Which is weird for me. Esp. considering that while I was walking back from gym, I thought about things it's really best I not think about. I think it's the fact I've accepted that I can't ignore the white elephant. It's always going to be there. It's going to surface at random, usually really terrible times. And I just have to ride it out.
I think it also helps that the painters seem to be wrapping up. Which is very lovely. They'll probably pop in again in two days just to piss me off, but still. And my body doesn't hurt near as much as it did the past few days...though I know I'll feel like crap tomorrow since I got to gym early so spent about twenty minutes with the various weight machines.
Seriously. The video for Sexcrime (1984)...rawr. Hell, in any video rawr.
I'm feeling really good today. Which is kind of weird since I had a bit of a panic attack last night. I didn't shake or anything, all in my head, but...
Yeah. I guess I just calmed down. Which is weird for me. Esp. considering that while I was walking back from gym, I thought about things it's really best I not think about. I think it's the fact I've accepted that I can't ignore the white elephant. It's always going to be there. It's going to surface at random, usually really terrible times. And I just have to ride it out.
I think it also helps that the painters seem to be wrapping up. Which is very lovely. They'll probably pop in again in two days just to piss me off, but still. And my body doesn't hurt near as much as it did the past few days...though I know I'll feel like crap tomorrow since I got to gym early so spent about twenty minutes with the various weight machines.