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I need to stop emotionally mutilating myself.
I swear, it's like...I KNOW doing a certain thing is going to upset me and make me think things that...I know they're irrational, I understand things better than I did before, but it's like...god why do I treat myself this way?
Seriously. I bitch about how I'm treated, but I treat myself worse.
Holy fuck I'm lonely.
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spacequeen is an angel. Am better now.
I swear, it's like...I KNOW doing a certain thing is going to upset me and make me think things that...I know they're irrational, I understand things better than I did before, but it's like...god why do I treat myself this way?
Seriously. I bitch about how I'm treated, but I treat myself worse.
Holy fuck I'm lonely.
EDIT:
spacequeen is an angel. Am better now.